A moan that lets out the confusion at the sunny beach..
I sigh a lot, don't I?
Can't believe I leaked the me from deep inside tonight..
When you talk to me,
Everything just seems lighter,
But it gets heavier again,
When you stop talking to me,
Please don't lose contact..
Your reply to my message kinda cheer me up from all these negative thoughts these days..
Here I end this post with a smile :)
Whether it's a fake or real..it's up to you to decide..
Sunday, October 31, 2010
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Monday, October 25, 2010
25.10.10 Mon
Lil' Red is sick again =(
This morning..
I overslept..
Because I dreamt..
Of you..
I should start working even harder now..
Sorry, Mrs Florence..
For disappointing you..
I'll try to try my best..
As I promised..
Saying "No"..
Is it that difficult?
Maybe you haven't realise..
But our ties are slowly loosening..
And I guess I'm holding both ends together..
Well, who asked me to be the Letter in between..
And yet..
One of my stories were delivered again..
This time..
At the beach..
This morning..
I overslept..
Because I dreamt..
Of you..
I should start working even harder now..
Sorry, Mrs Florence..
For disappointing you..
I'll try to try my best..
As I promised..
Saying "No"..
Is it that difficult?
Maybe you haven't realise..
But our ties are slowly loosening..
And I guess I'm holding both ends together..
Well, who asked me to be the Letter in between..
And yet..
One of my stories were delivered again..
This time..
At the beach..
Friday, October 22, 2010
22.10.10 Fri
IT friggin' reminds me of " It's just fun to see him getting frustrated " ..
That's it...(okay.. I think I'm taking this line back? haha)
The word " Sorry " does not, at all, make me forget about it and the past..
In fact, it reminds me even more of it..
It is simply just the 'key' for me to forgive..
Like I said, the content is not the matter here..
It's the actions and feelings to it..
However, you are not to be blamed as you don't know anything about it..
That's it...(okay.. I think I'm taking this line back? haha)
The word " Sorry " does not, at all, make me forget about it and the past..
In fact, it reminds me even more of it..
It is simply just the 'key' for me to forgive..
Like I said, the content is not the matter here..
It's the actions and feelings to it..
However, you are not to be blamed as you don't know anything about it..
Thursday, October 21, 2010
21.10.10 Thurs
Keeping it all inside till it bursts..and if you're close during that lucky day, you might get to know some of the it...
Clearing the dust!!
Dear blog,
Sorry for abandoning you, leaving you in this shape. I will, at least for this season, make some posts. However, it won't be the posts like before in those story-forms. It will be in random words that probably very little people can understand. It will act as a diary or checkpoints for my mind, whenever I look back at them, they will remind me, make me recall and visualise everything again. Because you probably are the only place I can let my thoughts out at the moment. Thank you.
My dear Red has come back! Welcome back Red! :D ~
Sorry for abandoning you, leaving you in this shape. I will, at least for this season, make some posts. However, it won't be the posts like before in those story-forms. It will be in random words that probably very little people can understand. It will act as a diary or checkpoints for my mind, whenever I look back at them, they will remind me, make me recall and visualise everything again. Because you probably are the only place I can let my thoughts out at the moment. Thank you.
My dear Red has come back! Welcome back Red! :D ~
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