12月 29日

昨晚我这大头收入了一些讯息，
搞到我无法停止脑袋里不停的想着想着，
或许是我真的想太多，
也许是我太paranoid，
但也不代表我想象的不可能，
那如果真的是我想象的那样呢？
我该入和去面对？
如果顺起自然，
我能够好好不冲动的解决一切吗？

知道得不清不楚的感受很心苦，
心理总是觉得很烦，
很想查出真相，
又很害怕的去面对坏消息。

嗨~
我人身难道注定一直是悲伤的吗？

Merry X'mas!! 圣诞节快乐!!

圣诞节又到了，
希望大家过个美好的圣诞节，
我想无论你是不是基督徒也听过也常试过它吧。

在这里，
我想对我的布罗格的读者宣布，
我会再使用华文来写文章。
应该吧？

我也想说，
我以经得到藏在我心里的那个难题的答案 ，
就因为这样，
我也改了某些过去写的文章，
而我的未来计划也改变了一些。

8.12.10 Wed

With only two days left,
It feels like I have a lot to accomplish before I leave,
But what is it?
Almost done packing.
Looking forward?
For now, I would say half?
What is this mixed feeling?

I won't be replaced, will I?
Hope not.

Why does Lenz's Law always apply on me??

Hopefully,
I will have the answer to my own question
by the time I return.

30.11.10 Tue

When I'm wrong, ppl say " go apologise since it's your fault"

And when he's wrong, ppl say " you should let it go..it's probably a misunderstanding"

You ppl who say life's always fair n has its reasons to it =.=..
I don't get you.

The sound of the sea waves echoes through the shimmering darkness of the midnight..

29.11.10 Mon

I have a feeling that I might stop steering around..
due to failure? Hmmm..

I just don't have the confidence anymore..

29.11.10 Mon

If that's the way you think of me,
then I shall fulfill your wish.
I'll be the way you think of me.

I'll have you realise it yourself what you have done..
and till you do something about it.

Also, not forgetting to remember it for the rest of your life.

28.11.10 Sun

Today, happiness came in the morning and left at night.
No, it wasn't as simple as that.
Sadness & Sorrow kicked in.

I FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF THE MORE I LOOK AT IT!!

Looking at the questions is already demoralising enough..sigh

First time having this level of hatred n fear towards Maths.

Your greatest talent can end up being your greatest fear

Looks like I have one more reason to go there..Research n Study trip..

so stressed out now...i need to shout/sing in a very empty room with lots of echo!!! =.=

you have no idea how squishy the inside of the oyster is right now... I think it's more or less blended

24.11.10 Wed

Today,
the oyster shell opened wide.
They never understand..
and I don't think they ever will..probably?

Tonight,
as I was driving back,
a familiar scent strike my nose for a split second,
the scent, so intense and familiar,
the scent of your perfume.
And I was driving Lil'Red,
it made me think back everything.
Driving at one familiar speed,
the speed that I only drive when you're in the car.
As I reached the Y-junction,
I drove straight,
didn't realise it until I reach the circle,
yes, I drove at the familiar dark path with loads of humps again.
After that,
I drove as fast as I could to rush home,
just like I always did,
but only to find that my computer is not there!
AHAHAHA not able to go online then.

Tonight, I drove the way I used to drive.
It sure brings back memories.
At the same time, surprised me how much my driving style has changed.

21.11.10 Sun

How could I tell you
if about half (or more? or less?)of it
was because of you?

I drove pass your place again tonight with Lil'Red,
the paths we used to drive across late nights,
I'd say that was intentional.

Bless my CPU,
I've sent it to the 'hospital'.

17.11.10 Wed

Why do we keep doing this to each other?
Could it be ....
no.. nevermind..

Time to change..
Hopefully it will be easy..

The moment draws near..
Counting down..
Everything I planned..
Time to start launching those..