Striving through this stressful period,
One heavy rock has been laid,
Second and last heavy rock in 2 days time,
I can smell freedom already,
Hopefully, all are well~ ..
1 week to go!! wuhoooo~!
I miss you, Lil Red..
When are you coming back?
I thought your new parts have arrived?
=(
Never felt completely within the circumference at all.
Monday, November 8, 2010
Sunday, October 31, 2010
30.10.10 Sat
A moan that lets out the confusion at the sunny beach..
I sigh a lot, don't I?
Can't believe I leaked the me from deep inside tonight..
When you talk to me,
Everything just seems lighter,
But it gets heavier again,
When you stop talking to me,
Please don't lose contact..
Your reply to my message kinda cheer me up from all these negative thoughts these days..
Here I end this post with a smile :)
Whether it's a fake or real..it's up to you to decide..
I sigh a lot, don't I?
Can't believe I leaked the me from deep inside tonight..
When you talk to me,
Everything just seems lighter,
But it gets heavier again,
When you stop talking to me,
Please don't lose contact..
Your reply to my message kinda cheer me up from all these negative thoughts these days..
Here I end this post with a smile :)
Whether it's a fake or real..it's up to you to decide..
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Monday, October 25, 2010
25.10.10 Mon
Lil' Red is sick again =(
This morning..
I overslept..
Because I dreamt..
Of you..
I should start working even harder now..
Sorry, Mrs Florence..
For disappointing you..
I'll try to try my best..
As I promised..
Saying "No"..
Is it that difficult?
Maybe you haven't realise..
But our ties are slowly loosening..
And I guess I'm holding both ends together..
Well, who asked me to be the Letter in between..
And yet..
One of my stories were delivered again..
This time..
At the beach..
This morning..
I overslept..
Because I dreamt..
Of you..
I should start working even harder now..
Sorry, Mrs Florence..
For disappointing you..
I'll try to try my best..
As I promised..
Saying "No"..
Is it that difficult?
Maybe you haven't realise..
But our ties are slowly loosening..
And I guess I'm holding both ends together..
Well, who asked me to be the Letter in between..
And yet..
One of my stories were delivered again..
This time..
At the beach..
Friday, October 22, 2010
22.10.10 Fri
IT friggin' reminds me of " It's just fun to see him getting frustrated " ..
That's it...(okay.. I think I'm taking this line back? haha)
The word " Sorry " does not, at all, make me forget about it and the past..
In fact, it reminds me even more of it..
It is simply just the 'key' for me to forgive..
Like I said, the content is not the matter here..
It's the actions and feelings to it..
However, you are not to be blamed as you don't know anything about it..
That's it...(okay.. I think I'm taking this line back? haha)
The word " Sorry " does not, at all, make me forget about it and the past..
In fact, it reminds me even more of it..
It is simply just the 'key' for me to forgive..
Like I said, the content is not the matter here..
It's the actions and feelings to it..
However, you are not to be blamed as you don't know anything about it..
Thursday, October 21, 2010
21.10.10 Thurs
Keeping it all inside till it bursts..and if you're close during that lucky day, you might get to know some of the it...
Clearing the dust!!
Dear blog,
Sorry for abandoning you, leaving you in this shape. I will, at least for this season, make some posts. However, it won't be the posts like before in those story-forms. It will be in random words that probably very little people can understand. It will act as a diary or checkpoints for my mind, whenever I look back at them, they will remind me, make me recall and visualise everything again. Because you probably are the only place I can let my thoughts out at the moment. Thank you.
My dear Red has come back! Welcome back Red! :D ~
Sorry for abandoning you, leaving you in this shape. I will, at least for this season, make some posts. However, it won't be the posts like before in those story-forms. It will be in random words that probably very little people can understand. It will act as a diary or checkpoints for my mind, whenever I look back at them, they will remind me, make me recall and visualise everything again. Because you probably are the only place I can let my thoughts out at the moment. Thank you.
My dear Red has come back! Welcome back Red! :D ~
Monday, February 15, 2010
Happy Chinese New Year!!
Happy Chinese New Year!!
May the year of Tiger be Auspicious and Prosperous for Everyone!
Be Blessed with Fortune and Luck!
Be Blessed with Good Health!
Be Blessed with Excellent Exam Results!
Be Blessed with Tight Friendship!
Be Blessed with Endless Love!
Love,
Hean~
Friday, January 1, 2010
Happy New Year!!
Happy 2010 Everyone!!
Here, I wish everyone ALL THE BEST and LUCKSSS in EVERYTHING~~ !!
Sadly, school's reopening in a few days time. So, let us just enjoy the remaining days of the holiday!!
And to the ones having Hang Over right now, I would like to say "NICELY DONE! At least you had fun~" =D
p/s: Sorry for the Dead Blog. Will try to keep it alive x)
Love,
Hean~
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Deep Inside...
What am I thinking right now?
People are bonded to each other differently. People don't just connect totally even if they spent a long long time together. The 'bond' I am talking about is not the bond as we speak, it's fate or destiny? In my mind, I see invisible coloured ribbon tying people together. Everyone's ribbon has a different colour. Not everyone have a rainbow coloured ribbon. And not every colour matches well with another. But somehow, there will always be a colour which matches your colour more.
For me, it feels nice to be acknowledged. Especially when I try new things out and when they worked out nicely. Naturally and unconsciously, I will seek and move towards it. Am I wrong for being as stated? Or am I wrong for not being able to think consciously?
Speaking about consciousness. When one is angered, is raising his/her vocal volume a conscious move? I wonder. Just like when you're drunk. I don't want to speak much about this matter. Let's move on.
Running away doesn't mean I'm not facing it. Running away doesn't mean I won't be returning. In fact, I run away all the time. Run away to buy time. Time for sorting out a plan. Or giving each other time to calm down. But I guess people thinks what I am doing is just wrong.
Why bother explaining when someone just keeps throwing words at you? Not even a single word you say will get into their heads. Perhaps if you give them some time, and give yourself some time as well, only then they will hear you out.
The more I go through, the closer I am to turning mute.
Here I have a wish. A wish to remove all my emotions and feelings.
People are bonded to each other differently. People don't just connect totally even if they spent a long long time together. The 'bond' I am talking about is not the bond as we speak, it's fate or destiny? In my mind, I see invisible coloured ribbon tying people together. Everyone's ribbon has a different colour. Not everyone have a rainbow coloured ribbon. And not every colour matches well with another. But somehow, there will always be a colour which matches your colour more.
For me, it feels nice to be acknowledged. Especially when I try new things out and when they worked out nicely. Naturally and unconsciously, I will seek and move towards it. Am I wrong for being as stated? Or am I wrong for not being able to think consciously?
Speaking about consciousness. When one is angered, is raising his/her vocal volume a conscious move? I wonder. Just like when you're drunk. I don't want to speak much about this matter. Let's move on.
Running away doesn't mean I'm not facing it. Running away doesn't mean I won't be returning. In fact, I run away all the time. Run away to buy time. Time for sorting out a plan. Or giving each other time to calm down. But I guess people thinks what I am doing is just wrong.
Why bother explaining when someone just keeps throwing words at you? Not even a single word you say will get into their heads. Perhaps if you give them some time, and give yourself some time as well, only then they will hear you out.
The more I go through, the closer I am to turning mute.
Here I have a wish. A wish to remove all my emotions and feelings.
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